Introduction V2 (Ambitions and Goals)

 

Hello again, it has been a long time, today, I'll tell about myself, again, it's basically the first ever post by me, but longer. 

I was born on 14 December 2003 in Bandung, West Java, Indonesia, in my early years I was very active, both physically and emotionally, this led to me to act rebellious, however that has since disappeared around 6th grade, yes, I was a rebellious person for 8 years straight, maybe 9.

I completely changed my personality from 6th grade onwards, to be a more quite and thoughtful person, and so I went from on a transition from an ambivert to an introvert, this changed me for the better and since then I am still pretty much an introvert, that "back of class" kind of person, hard to blend in socially and only does what he likes to do the most. 

With that personality, it is difficult to find what I actually wanted, and even now I haven't decided on what I wanted to do in the future, there are several ambitions that I am thinking right now. 

The first ambition was to be an aeronautical engineer, I had this ambition in 9th grade, as I liked airplanes for as long as I've lived, and still is now, however this one is, well pretty unreliable at best, my comprehension in the science subjects required to do this job was severely lacking, I had so much difficulties understanding these subjects, although I do understand about some theories of flight, such as center of mass, center of lift, etc, they're just that, theories, not including equations or more complex theories, so even though my knowledge is considerably vast about this field, it is only surface level, enough to know but not enough to actually understand. 

My second ambition was to become an editor, working on editing stuff such as videos, movies, etc, I had this ambition as I was also into editing in my early years, and have made some small projects, but this ambition is very vague, i haven't researched it a lot like the aeronautical engineer, I chose this solely because I have done it in the past and it was something I like to do in my free time, this ambition is also starting to fade away, as I had grown distant from it due to some... "life issues".

And finally the third one, was being an author, English author specifically, English had always been my strongest suit, I mastered it over 5 years ago at this point and have used it every day ever since, and so with his much ability and the fact that I have wrote random stuff on my childhood in English, I was pretty sure that I am good to be a writer, and I have written some articles too, though it's not a lot, and it's also private, this ambition is my "backup" ambition, if all else fails, this one would do, since this can be mastered pretty fast. 

And that's all from me, thank you for reading.